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Poem No. 20 - A Lost Spirit

With you gone from my life, it’s total agony each day. It is hard to move on, yet quite easy to say. I loathe every single moment that was spent with you. If only I had words to describe what I’ve been through. I feel like I’m driving on an endless road of guilt. Didn’t expect it was all lie on which our love was built. I was under the impression it was what we both wanted. Everything changed without you; now your memories with what I am haunted. I’m a lost spirit, finding a way to be free. Let the wind blow me away, like leaves from a tree.

Quote No. 15 - Becoming Vulnerable

“Don’t let yourself love. If you do, you will be vulnerable.” - ST

Poem No. 14 - Thy Unexpected Message

Not talking to thee for a few days. Messaged you insanely in different ways. For a whole day waited for thy reply. Didn't want much, just a simple 'Hi'. Made me wonder, is everything alright? "Not message me again", was what you write. Heart pounding, hands cold, what happened to thee? Thy family told, to stay away from me. Days pass, but feelings get a hold on you. You have no idea what I am going through. Never thought a message could cause this much pain. I am dying from inside; my life has started to drain.

Quote No. 14 - Thoughts Unheard

"Trust me my heart whispers, clouding my mind with thoughts of you." - ST

Poem No. 13 - Innocence Lost In Vain

Mother, please don’t wait, for I am long gone. I had never been this frightened; I needed your shoulder to cry on. Mother, please don’t mind, the blood stain on my shirt. Forgive me for the mischief by which you got hurt. Mother, please put one less plate on the table. I won’t be there to eat, I just won’t be able. Mother, please don’t cry, for it is more painful than death. Your prayers made me brave, that you blew with your breath. Mother, don’t miss me for I will visit your every dream. Please don’t make it more hard for yourself then it already seem. Mother, please stay brave, not let yourself halt. Don’t blame yourself for my death, for it is not your fault. Mother, please no longer should you worry about me. For it is by your prayer, to heaven I flee.

Quote No. 13 - Letting Go

"Laugh hysterically; Let go of your sanity." - ST