Poem No. 20 - A Lost Spirit

With you gone from my life, it’s total agony each day. It is hard to move on, yet quite easy to say. I loathe every single moment that was spent with you. If only I had words to describe what I’ve been through. I feel like I’m driving on an endless road of guilt. Didn’t expect it was all lie on which our love was built. I was under the impression it was what we both wanted. Everything changed without you; now your memories with what I am haunted. I’m a lost spirit, finding a way to be free. Let the wind blow me away, like leaves from a tree.

Poem No. 7 - Caring; A Liability

You told me not to change, said: “stay the same”.
I told you I had changed; you know you are to blame.

When my mind feels something, I bury it inside its core.
But my thoughts keep piling up, like enemies at war.
It makes me feel vulnerable, so I end it with a roar.

Caring made me selfish, a person I never was.
It made me hurt you, is what it had cause.
My feelings and emotions are my life’s flaws.

You think I want this; well I hate myself this way.
To not care isn’t an option, is what I had to say.

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