Poem No. 20 - A Lost Spirit

With you gone from my life, it’s total agony each day. It is hard to move on, yet quite easy to say. I loathe every single moment that was spent with you. If only I had words to describe what I’ve been through. I feel like I’m driving on an endless road of guilt. Didn’t expect it was all lie on which our love was built. I was under the impression it was what we both wanted. Everything changed without you; now your memories with what I am haunted. I’m a lost spirit, finding a way to be free. Let the wind blow me away, like leaves from a tree.

Poem No. 18 - Left Alone

Sometimes I pity myself, that I am entirely alone.
Sometimes I envy it, to be on my own.

My life with you in it has caused me nothing but grieve.
I want to walk out that door, never turn, and just leave.

My selfishness over you has all gone in vain.
I feel like I’m lost, walking down a deserted lane.

Every time I came close, you pushed me away.
Feelings reside within me; I am not an art of clay.

Before, in the whole universe, you were my shining star.

Now, we may be near, but our destinations utterly far.

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