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Poem No. 20 - A Lost Spirit

With you gone from my life, it’s total agony each day. It is hard to move on, yet quite easy to say. I loathe every single moment that was spent with you. If only I had words to describe what I’ve been through. I feel like I’m driving on an endless road of guilt. Didn’t expect it was all lie on which our love was built. I was under the impression it was what we both wanted. Everything changed without you; now your memories with what I am haunted. I’m a lost spirit, finding a way to be free. Let the wind blow me away, like leaves from a tree.

Quote No. 8 - Time Is Precious

"The is like a rubber. The more you waste it on erasing the past, the less you have left for fixing the future." - ST

Poem No. 7 - Caring; A Liability

You told me not to change, said: “stay the same”. I told you I had changed; you know you are to blame. When my mind feels something, I bury it inside its core. But my thoughts keep piling up, like enemies at war. It makes me feel vulnerable, so I end it with a roar. Caring made me selfish, a person I never was. It made me hurt you, is what it had cause. My feelings and emotions are my life’s flaws. You think I want this; well I hate myself this way. To not care isn’t an option, is what I had to say.

Quote No. 7 - An Unreal Thought

"Dream the possible; Do the impossible." - ST

Poem No. 6 - Love Is Pain

When we first met, no clue I had of you. My mind only recalls the color of dress you wore was blue. I fell for you at that instant, wouldn’t have if only I knew. You were somehow related, what I said so far is true. Forced me to forget you, with my feelings I had to deal. It isn’t that simple, to let go of what I feel. Converse after a month, revealed what you wanted to see. Buried my affection, I had for you, inside of me. Had a great fight, said some things I regret. Suffered by the look that I saw, when we later met. Spoke with each other, on that very night. Talked for hours, to make it all right. I shared my sentiments, after that very day. The reply I got crushed me, what I can say. I have turned it off; no longer do I care. All of my emotions, just vanished, into thin air.